spoilt blogger
Posted on: Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Posted at: 6:58 PM
UGH.im currently at pasir ris coasta sands.
and i cant stay overnight. gay shit lah. @#$#%**&

blogger is spoilt at my home computer.
which means its my bloody computer that is spoilt.
BROKEN DOWN.
mailto:&$!@*&%5E#($&*

i have promised not to say f*** to my friends. LOL who cares?

MSN at my home is spoilt too.
I CANT LOG ON.
so people have been missing me there.

i swear im going crazy.

grad night was quite fun.
although our cocktail was COKE/ORANGE/SPRITE
and the food was served friggin late.

otherwise all is okay:)



you're cruel/ you are.
dont ever speak to me again bitch/bastard

humanity and the humans
Posted on: Friday, November 13, 2009
Posted at: 11:30 PM
hahah. END OF Os. damn it.
so friggin happy.
well, not really. hah.
now, im aimless without a goal D: nvm! i can sleep. LOL.

watched 2012 today. saw big nic(hello!)
anyway, that show made me think. A LOT.

what do you think you'll be doing in 2012?
when i came out of the theatre i was like oh...oh...OH.
there were invisible tears just about to flow out. but, seemingly just cant flow out.

how will the human race be like in 2012?
selfish? or selfless?
would being human be able to save us? and would being compassionate save others?
would we sacrifice ourselves to save others?
the show just kind of unsettled the sureness in myself. really.

after watching the show, i just felt that everyone is stuck in their worlds.
i thought of all the fun i've had and all that might happen.
it was depicted in a Noah's Ark way, but it didnt show the unwillingness of people to leave.
people were struggling for survival.
and only the best was picked.

i wish wish wish wish what happened in the film wont happen to us.
its just too tragic.
and i watched it in digital.
nice loud sound nice clear image.
almost deafened me
the clear image was good.
but, you will feel as though you're so near to it you can touch it.

there was this scene in the movie where this statue of jesus just crumpled.
it was just so. UGH! what the shit.

you think to yourself, why is this happening?
but first, think to yourself, dont act suaku and kiasi. if you are, dont wait until 2012. cos its gonna be more painful.

even the US president stayed behind to help the world and believed in prayer even though there is no hope and he knows it himself. (kudos to him!:D)

would you do it? would you?

because the president can live yet he chose to stay. the power of compassion.

will you be able to fight for your survival and yet at the same time, save the other millions and millions of people out there?

Break
Posted on: Sunday, November 1, 2009
Posted at: 1:03 AM
Everything breaks. Some things just hurt more than others.

Nice way to start sixteen. and im just that close to watching jennifier's body. :)
MUAHAHAH. LOL.

i feel i'm morphing into some weird creature. ._.
watched love happens.
i didnt slack. i finished my work before going to watch it.
it shouldnt even be named love happens.

in my shallow opinion, (LOL. it must be 20m for it to be deep. -.- not funny)
it should be grieve(hmm...) or loss or crossing over(err.)
ITS NOT EVEN A ROMANCE FILM.
but its touching though.

even though i was super irritated at the couple who started to show their affection for each other beside me. grr...

hah. to be continued...