Posted at: 10:21 PM
anyway, i thought a few things through
you know how people always say, like "don't regret your decisions"
like a catchphrase everytime?
it totally in a sense annoys me now.
why so?
because every decision has a consequence.
and no matter how you're always so contented, you'll always look at others and think, hmm, i so regret this. cos you'd want what others have.
but in actual fact, others are probably more worse off than you.
and i totally hate hate hate hate hate people who start crashing on me, cos they think they'll gain something out of it. hello, bitches and bastards, get lost. sorry for the crude language anyway. im just so pissed at what is happening.
thanks Rachel for tolerating my kind of shitty behaviour in class today,
turns out that im just so pissed at some obnoxious and pretentious people.
smiles widely.
DONT DWELL ON IT, GIRL.
anyway, i've been thinking whether i should post something not so philosophical.
cos apparently, people cant understand me.
not that i care too much (smiles quite widely)
have you all ever listened to a song at different times when you're experience different emotions?
oh my, its so intense and every moment and lyric you take note of is so different and it relates so differently.
I recently listened to a few of my faves last year end.
suddenly, listening to it now makes me feel... weird and kinda different.
and it makes me miss last year and it just feels so new.
so different like its a new experience.
LOL. i think its just me. Im too neurotic.
I'm taking my O levels soon.
roll eyes at person who said this.
I know, moron. cos im taking that O levels too.
Bio SPA tmr. i hope i do well. since i screwed my chem spa totally.
Kay, this was taken on the CCA passing out ceremony.
Just wanted to talk about the "times". LOLS
Let's talk about the second pic first. (sounds like pic discussion)
i just wanted to say that those 2 people beside me are honestly the best thing that happen in my s3 and s4 band life.
All the joy, pain, sadness, blah.
you really really see them all.
Its really great that I've known this 2 wonderful people through my post.
Like everytime we have band practices during holidays,
1 thing i really miss was lunch.
because we really got together and sat down to eat with so many different people.
that was really memorable.
we know what each other went through, see each other laugh, see each other cry, joke with each other with anything under the sun.
and ultimately we all have a common goal (which i shant say)
you guys are the most wonderful bunch of people i've worked with.
Thank you so much for teaching me the ropes in the first place.
I've learnt so many things through you two.
I remember this practice when I *ahem with someone.(Dont think sick please, people)
so jewel was absent and i remember she was quite shocked when i told her.
i was in the office and nic, theo and zhexi was there.
so we were talking about it and then, wham this wave of tears just shook me.
and oh man, thanks so much for helping me get over it.
LOL. the scene was quite funny now that i think back. thank you very much.
i remember 2 of you giving me a lot of weird advice.
especially nic. which was really weird but it turned out to be pretty true.
And we all know each others "weird little secrets" teehee.
hahah. okay, i know this sounds so weird.
but it sounds like they're together or something and this is what everyone in band thinks so.
But actually its not true, i just made it up cos i was bored with life.
i've got a feeling they're gonna kill me cos of this, but nvm. LOL.
Those memories are always treasured. :D
hahah. gandong right? -.- ._.
And now, i think it is the next batch's turn.
MUAHAHAH. wonder how i should feel for you all.
anyway, lead well and jia (a lot a lot a lot) of you.
last pic taken in uniform. :D
passing down parade was okay.
but really significant to me, quite good lah seriously.
thank you so much juniors. :D
and with this, everyone,
IM ON HIATUS.
will be back after O levels