touched.
Posted on: Monday, June 1, 2009
Posted at: 11:19 PM
Posted at: 11:19 PM
i have a feeling that this post is way past.
i just had this feeling that i should do through my past messages.
and read through a lot a lot a lot of messages.
i saved every single message that people sms-ed me after SYF.
and of course a few others.
its a wonder how people you dont really know,
dont really talk too,
can give you a word of encouragement.
Despite knowing a few facts about us,
im very touched to receive all the sms.
It was a pure random act of care and concern for practically strangers.
Often, everyone overlooks the fact that all of us need shoulders to cry on.
I still remember that fateful day.
I told myself I had to be strong.
But nevertheless, I broke down in the arms of my junior.
Couldn't help myself.
Even though all of us should look forward in life,
sometimes, you just feel that there are some things pulling you back.
You cant help but feel guilty over everything.
Alright, enough of all that. Regardless of what happens, I do hope I'm still in time to make amends.
Now, I've also gone through another set of messages.
Have you ever wondered how feelings could be conveyed through mere words by sms?
I have.
Sometimes, you dont need to have supernatural abilities to see through some things.
the coldness cant be felt.
I dont know, I really dont know.
Sometimes, I do wish that I have the answers to many things.
But unfortunately, I dont.
I wish for a lot of things not to happen.
In fact, if i had made the right decisions, many tragedies would not have happened.
however, I wouldn't have met many of the nice warm souls that have come into my life so unexpectedly.
i just had this feeling that i should do through my past messages.
and read through a lot a lot a lot of messages.
i saved every single message that people sms-ed me after SYF.
and of course a few others.
its a wonder how people you dont really know,
dont really talk too,
can give you a word of encouragement.
Despite knowing a few facts about us,
im very touched to receive all the sms.
It was a pure random act of care and concern for practically strangers.
Often, everyone overlooks the fact that all of us need shoulders to cry on.
I still remember that fateful day.
I told myself I had to be strong.
But nevertheless, I broke down in the arms of my junior.
Couldn't help myself.
Even though all of us should look forward in life,
sometimes, you just feel that there are some things pulling you back.
You cant help but feel guilty over everything.
Alright, enough of all that. Regardless of what happens, I do hope I'm still in time to make amends.
Now, I've also gone through another set of messages.
Have you ever wondered how feelings could be conveyed through mere words by sms?
I have.
Sometimes, you dont need to have supernatural abilities to see through some things.
the coldness cant be felt.
I dont know, I really dont know.
Sometimes, I do wish that I have the answers to many things.
But unfortunately, I dont.
I wish for a lot of things not to happen.
In fact, if i had made the right decisions, many tragedies would not have happened.
however, I wouldn't have met many of the nice warm souls that have come into my life so unexpectedly.
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oh man, this somehow didnt turn out to be a very good night.
Sometimes, looking back, do I regret in letting some people into my life?
In a sense I do.
But I now know how callous the world could be.
i remember someone telling me that things could work out.
But being the indignant me,
I had to say, no, i doubt it would.
No, you're right. it is time to forget.
But it isnt that easy aint it?
I've come to a point that its so hard to forget you.
all i can say is,
sorry. will you?