Hello.
I'm just an average 15-going-on-16 year old girl.

Life isn't great and I know it isn't going to get better.
But I do know that each day is a gift and not a given right.
Against the grain should be a way of life.
And what's worth the price is always worth the fight.

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late,
could you say goodbye to yesterday?
The hands of the clock are going so fast
that I regret not saying more, not doing more.

Oh, I reach for it.
But its still so far away.
It's love that I'm sending to you still.

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I know I havent been doing my best.
I know I havent been keeping my promises to you.
I havent changed. I dont want to. Because I'm still waiting.
Waiting for what, you ask me.

Waiting for the person who doesnt know it.
So a few days later,
I thought to myself.
why dont you just scrap the idea already?
why be so persistent?
hah. but thats just the way I am.

But havent you just been the same?

And these 5 five words are still screaming in my head.
"Are we having fun yet?"

And to those people out there,
who just decides to have a moment of silence,
dwell in regrets and decide to re-enact what you did before,
1 piece of advice:

There is not much point in doing it.
Dont dwell alone, dwell with the people that feel the same way
and with the people that you are regretting about.
However, if the person that you are regretting about doesnt feel the same way,
then i think its time to just say BLAH to that person,
and stop making ur brain work so hard.

That is unless the person still wishes for a happy ending with you.
Forgive but dont forget then.

How about just coming to me and talk it out? i ask.

I dont have anything to talk to you. was your reply