Adjusting? Or maybe not
Posted on: Thursday, May 7, 2009
Posted at: 8:40 PM
Posted at: 8:40 PM
oh well.
giving up seems so easy.
I wish I have people around me that will give me a text, nonchalently, and ask if I'm alright. And even just ask nonsensical questions like:
How's school?
Even though, I don't have anything to say about it.
At least I can give a cliche reply.
"Just fine"
Or if you're the caring kind,
come forward and help me get on with my revision and studies.
it's not that I'm not capable of doing it myself.
It's more of the feeling of people being worried for you.
Of course, these people should be people that I can get along with. Not those that I'd be so sour and sarcastic and fake to them that all I can think about is to just think of how to win them by wits all the time.
But nevertheless,
I can't wait for this week to end and start T2W8.
yeah, maybe see what happens from that week onwards
then I'll decide what goes on and what doesn't.
(anyway, I've already decided half of it, so what's the issue?)
It seems like a long time since anyone has made a random act just to care.
Maybe its time to start from myself.
a deep tunnel that i can't get out of.
but as long as i keep faith and believe,
i know it'll be alright.
giving up seems so easy.
I wish I have people around me that will give me a text, nonchalently, and ask if I'm alright. And even just ask nonsensical questions like:
How's school?
Even though, I don't have anything to say about it.
At least I can give a cliche reply.
"Just fine"
Or if you're the caring kind,
come forward and help me get on with my revision and studies.
it's not that I'm not capable of doing it myself.
It's more of the feeling of people being worried for you.
Of course, these people should be people that I can get along with. Not those that I'd be so sour and sarcastic and fake to them that all I can think about is to just think of how to win them by wits all the time.
But nevertheless,
I can't wait for this week to end and start T2W8.
yeah, maybe see what happens from that week onwards
then I'll decide what goes on and what doesn't.
(anyway, I've already decided half of it, so what's the issue?)
It seems like a long time since anyone has made a random act just to care.
Maybe its time to start from myself.
a deep tunnel that i can't get out of.
but as long as i keep faith and believe,
i know it'll be alright.