wait. what was that about again?
Posted on: Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Posted at: 8:48 PM
After doing my biology DNA research,
i feel a tad more muddled.
i think i did more than i should
cos i found this super cool website
that has a virtual lab and lets you do experiment.
so im like trying everything.
its super fun thats why im kinda in a blur state now.
cos i cant think right again.
damn.


DNA is confusing.
and im freaking out.
Rebecca, go revise your biology lah.
i will, i will.
damn damn damn.
i dont want to fail my biology again! *cries.

today was another, typical day.
yah, i think im gonna create this thing
called the complain-all-you-want buffet.
Rachel, say yes.
dont ask me why.
im not being anti or doing this on purpose.
seriously, just count the amount of times people complain in a day.
and the worse thing is you gotta hear them complain.
honestly, i get super irritated.
u complain softly never mind.
DUN SHOUT LEH! think you very cute meh?

told you it was another typical day.
and my 4gb memory card just decides to screw itself today.
see lah. no songs for another 567213894236748346 days.

i think this world lacks understanding.
or rather, my world.
everything should come at its own pace.
no one seriously understands that we all have different needs.
maybe thats what globalisation is about.
multitasking? and not find time for yourself.

im very much in love with lifehouse and switchfoot now:D
maybe its cos i can totally relate to their songs now.
plus the meaningful lyrics. maybe its cos both were christain bands in the beginning.
ah, im just totally appalled why i didnt find out much earlier.

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name, I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on(I'm still holdin') , I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm barely holdin' on to you

wonder how it would be like not to go for school
and the reason is that, my clock broke down, so i didnt know the time.

i need to find time.
i gotta be patient.
i have to be nice.
sigh. obligations just never end do they?
school isnt helping. it isnt, it isnt, IT ISNT.
damn.

remember what i said about the broken strings, still holding on to it?
yeah, tts what i meant. BARELY HOLDING ON.
but i still hold on.
i'll hold on, cos i think its what i should do.
maybe? i dont know.
talks and negotiations never end.
deal with it, rebecca! DEAL WITH IT.

its a wonder how what i feel for so long,
all the emotions,
can be filled into one song.

note to self:
study your sciences!