Love is an action
Posted on: Sunday, March 22, 2009
Posted at: 11:54 PM
Posted at: 11:54 PM
i know i said i wont blog
and i didnt really have the mood to blog
even now,
but whatever lah. i shall just write a bit.
band exchange yesterday.
i was zonked.
had to seriously drag myself home after eating at subway with jewel :D
and i seriously couldnt think well that day.
give out instructions and blah, organise stuff.
trying to get everyone to settle down
shout here and there.
think i seriously got me down.
if you're reading this, amira from ytwo
hahah. you'll know i'm tired, only pretending to be high during sectionals.
yah, and sectionals.
honestly, i think i belong in loserville now.
can someone just provide me with a wok to knock myself out?
hello?! people talk leh, intro intro.
okay, i tell u all joke.
JOKE.
yah funny.* laughs and claps*
but yah, it was fun lah.
cant believe i actually did all that during sectionals.
and i also cant believe that my brother Z LIED TO ME.
but anyway, get well soon. u'll get it from me soon anyway.
so all in all, band exchange was fun.
heheh, leaders go makan that time super fun.
*winks at nic and jewel* remember remember? YAY.
i think im superb at spreading messages. WHOO.
say YAYY for me.
so yeah, i zonked out lah. initially wanted majors photo.
but all so zonked out. take pic for wad! tired until cannot smile!
which is kinda true lah.
anyway, last time wearing no. 4
and i think i'll kinda, in a way miss it loh. DDD:
went for church today.
went for mass twice.
it was good for me in a sense cos i didnt concentrate on the homily in the morn.
i just nodded off cos i was damn tired again.
so the late morn mass i really listened.
and i caught this.
LOVE IS AN ACTION
and infront there was FAITH and HOPE.
but i kinda let it pass by.
yeah, love is an action.
open the eyes of my heart(:
being in confi 4 this year and coping with confirmation
plus school
plus CCA
plus classwork and homework
plus class bonding
plus handing over
plus handling with friendship and relationships
is really really taking a toil on me,
and its really damn difficult.
disheartening and disappointing.
this week of march holiday has been an immensely challenging on for me.
i dont know how well or how badly i coped.
but i think i need to overcome it bit by bit.
i was not on my guard and have been tricked by some very slick con man.
and yah, not literally but as in emotionally?
i dun know.
and i think i've got to accept somethings that i dont have the ability to change.
im also very touched that many many people have asked me if im okay.
yes, im okay. its just that, its not easy to get over it.
hah. im a determined person. just wait and see.
that wasnt forgiveness.
that was leniency.
i had a super joker conversation with a few of my good buddies on friday night.
seriously cheered me up.
and MSN-ed till 1am?
yes, you know who you are, some maths prof and some best in footdrill guy. LOL
thank you very much. seriously, its good to hear from people im coping well!
and and finally:
Q:how do you keep smiling and stay happy?
A:take a million pictures with people you love everyday. nothing can go wrong after that. :D
and i came across this someone's blog.
actually no.
someone alerted me about it.
yeah, agreed. rude bitch. but life's like that, just so callous.
&there is only one happiness in life, to love and to be loved.
tyvm to adil for the notebook.
and i didnt really have the mood to blog
even now,
but whatever lah. i shall just write a bit.
band exchange yesterday.
i was zonked.
had to seriously drag myself home after eating at subway with jewel :D
and i seriously couldnt think well that day.
give out instructions and blah, organise stuff.
trying to get everyone to settle down
shout here and there.
think i seriously got me down.
if you're reading this, amira from ytwo
hahah. you'll know i'm tired, only pretending to be high during sectionals.
yah, and sectionals.
honestly, i think i belong in loserville now.
can someone just provide me with a wok to knock myself out?
hello?! people talk leh, intro intro.
okay, i tell u all joke.
JOKE.
yah funny.* laughs and claps*
but yah, it was fun lah.
cant believe i actually did all that during sectionals.
and i also cant believe that my brother Z LIED TO ME.
but anyway, get well soon. u'll get it from me soon anyway.
so all in all, band exchange was fun.
heheh, leaders go makan that time super fun.
*winks at nic and jewel* remember remember? YAY.
i think im superb at spreading messages. WHOO.
say YAYY for me.
so yeah, i zonked out lah. initially wanted majors photo.
but all so zonked out. take pic for wad! tired until cannot smile!
which is kinda true lah.
anyway, last time wearing no. 4
and i think i'll kinda, in a way miss it loh. DDD:
went for church today.
went for mass twice.
it was good for me in a sense cos i didnt concentrate on the homily in the morn.
i just nodded off cos i was damn tired again.
so the late morn mass i really listened.
and i caught this.
LOVE IS AN ACTION
and infront there was FAITH and HOPE.
but i kinda let it pass by.
yeah, love is an action.
open the eyes of my heart(:
being in confi 4 this year and coping with confirmation
plus school
plus CCA
plus classwork and homework
plus class bonding
plus handing over
plus handling with friendship and relationships
is really really taking a toil on me,
and its really damn difficult.
disheartening and disappointing.
this week of march holiday has been an immensely challenging on for me.
i dont know how well or how badly i coped.
but i think i need to overcome it bit by bit.
i was not on my guard and have been tricked by some very slick con man.
and yah, not literally but as in emotionally?
i dun know.
and i think i've got to accept somethings that i dont have the ability to change.
im also very touched that many many people have asked me if im okay.
yes, im okay. its just that, its not easy to get over it.
hah. im a determined person. just wait and see.
that wasnt forgiveness.
that was leniency.
i had a super joker conversation with a few of my good buddies on friday night.
seriously cheered me up.
and MSN-ed till 1am?
yes, you know who you are, some maths prof and some best in footdrill guy. LOL
thank you very much. seriously, its good to hear from people im coping well!
and and finally:
Q:how do you keep smiling and stay happy?
A:take a million pictures with people you love everyday. nothing can go wrong after that. :D
and i came across this someone's blog.
actually no.
someone alerted me about it.
yeah, agreed. rude bitch. but life's like that, just so callous.
&there is only one happiness in life, to love and to be loved.
tyvm to adil for the notebook.