lies and misconceptions
Posted on: Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Posted at: 10:35 PM
Posted at: 10:35 PM
Time stands still when no one understands you
and you don't quite understand yourself.
Today didn't have to be this way,
tomorrow is another day,
another chance to make things right.
but it seems that chances have run out for me.
im torn in between what i believe in and what i should do.
i should've have just said no. Am i right?
placing your trust in the wrong people seriously makes you blind.
i just never learn from mistakes.
i think im so silly to a certain extent that makes people think that i actually want to suffer.
To me,
i can't predict who we can trust and who we cant trust until we actually open up to people. The best that we can do is learn from past mistakes and hope that the next person we meet is worth our trust.
and you know, its not the matter about trust.
its a matter of how much trust and faith you decide to put into people.
everything has a highest point and lowest point.
just like a sine curve.
whenever you trust and have faith,
things just kind of come true?
the universe is like a paradox.
you gotta let go before you can receive what you want.
now i understand why the truth hurts.
yes, the truth hurts.
but the lies are the ones that makes the truth counts and makes the truth hurts.
not everyone wants to listen to the truth.
there are some who would rather to live in the fact they are in.
and the most cruel thing on earth is that,
the person who we care for the most, talk to the most, and think that we know them well, is in fact the one who will hurt us the most.
Care and concern cant be planned ahead.
its either you have it or you dont.
thats not care and concern by the way.
thats being intolerant of people.
you dont expect people to wait just cos you know they'll wait for you.
One can wait, but not forever.
dont let people hold on to strings that are already broken.
whats the point of holding on to a broken string?
but being the naive me, still thinks that, the string can be retied all over again.
i get angry too easily, and as a result
i belittle whoever im confronting.
and i get over it by thinking and brooding about it.
and thats me.
i need someone who understands,
but not anyone.
i need people who i can talk to and comes up to me and say.
hey, no matter what happens, you've done well.
continue to strive on.
but most importantly,
needing is not the factor.
being by one's side and caring and loving unconditionally will ultimately pull through everything.
pity im not there anymore.
why did you leave me at such a horrible crossroad?
give me a choice will you.
if you cant handle it, dont.
if you are truly concerned, im still here.
Note to self:
think positive and sharp!
and you don't quite understand yourself.
Today didn't have to be this way,
tomorrow is another day,
another chance to make things right.
but it seems that chances have run out for me.
im torn in between what i believe in and what i should do.
i should've have just said no. Am i right?
placing your trust in the wrong people seriously makes you blind.
i just never learn from mistakes.
i think im so silly to a certain extent that makes people think that i actually want to suffer.
To me,
i can't predict who we can trust and who we cant trust until we actually open up to people. The best that we can do is learn from past mistakes and hope that the next person we meet is worth our trust.
and you know, its not the matter about trust.
its a matter of how much trust and faith you decide to put into people.
everything has a highest point and lowest point.
just like a sine curve.
whenever you trust and have faith,
things just kind of come true?
the universe is like a paradox.
you gotta let go before you can receive what you want.
now i understand why the truth hurts.
yes, the truth hurts.
but the lies are the ones that makes the truth counts and makes the truth hurts.
not everyone wants to listen to the truth.
there are some who would rather to live in the fact they are in.
and the most cruel thing on earth is that,
the person who we care for the most, talk to the most, and think that we know them well, is in fact the one who will hurt us the most.
Care and concern cant be planned ahead.
its either you have it or you dont.
thats not care and concern by the way.
thats being intolerant of people.
you dont expect people to wait just cos you know they'll wait for you.
One can wait, but not forever.
dont let people hold on to strings that are already broken.
whats the point of holding on to a broken string?
but being the naive me, still thinks that, the string can be retied all over again.
i get angry too easily, and as a result
i belittle whoever im confronting.
and i get over it by thinking and brooding about it.
and thats me.
i need someone who understands,
but not anyone.
i need people who i can talk to and comes up to me and say.
hey, no matter what happens, you've done well.
continue to strive on.
but most importantly,
needing is not the factor.
being by one's side and caring and loving unconditionally will ultimately pull through everything.
pity im not there anymore.
why did you leave me at such a horrible crossroad?
give me a choice will you.
if you cant handle it, dont.
if you are truly concerned, im still here.
Note to self:
think positive and sharp!