the love defiency
Posted on: Thursday, March 26, 2009
Posted at: 10:00 PM
Posted at: 10:00 PM

im totally in love with flickr now.
nice pictures and blah
i know its nice and artistic :D
i have good taste please. LOL
from now on, im going to post a random photo each day.
today was another _________ day.
i mean, what can you expect?
hahah, talked to Rachel after school on and blah.
it was fun and well, enriching?
LOL.
i think she was quite irritated when i keep telling her
about how much my post-its look like adenine, some weird DNA molecule.
hey! im a bio student wad.
by linking everything up, I LEARN!
yeah right, go look at the sky.
i cant stop listening to lifehouse and switchfoot today :D
i was itching to listen in class lah.
i so gotta do some fun things soon.
or else im gonna get some anxiety syndrome soon.
Rachel thinks im very patriotic thanks to my wallpaper.
maybe i am,
but the wallpaper is cool cos it changes its background together with the time.
i didnt put it there cos i miss the merlion, for pete's sake.
ran 2.4 together.
considered well done, since i havent ran for in dunno how many light years.
the park connector near my house is almost done.
wonder whats with all the park connectors lah.
shall go and have a look one day.
and i've a lot of places i wanna go
such
1. bottle tree park
2. sembawang park
3.jurong point
4.vivocity
and so on and so forth.
people have promised me that they will bring me there.
hmm, i wonder how their promises would last.
Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
And maybe I'm overcast
And maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
I've been thinking 'bout everyone,
Everyone you look so lonely
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars, I feel like myself
Stars looking at a planet
Watching entropy and pain
And maybe to start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking 'bout the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent
Begin to look like home
I've been thinking about everyone
Everyone you look so empty
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars, I feel like myself.
Yeah!
Everyone, everyone feels so lonely
Everyone, yeah everyone feels so empty
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I feel like myself
When I look at the stars
The stars, I see someone...
Oh!
Another nice song that I can relate too.
hah. i shall post a song a day too :D
it still feels empty.
i cant go back no matter how much i want to.
the good times were great, but its the bad ones that has me scarred
im not through it yet,
but i believe i will be.
im sure the memories will always be with me.
they dont neccesary have to sting,
but they can be happy, just like the moment they were created in.
but if i had my rathers, im gonna change everything around.
however, its not me who decides anymore.
cos its you.
i hate the feeling of being in control,
and not able to do anything to make things better.
im writing about all this cos im still kinda frustrated about the whole thing.
gosh, and i wonder when i'll stop.
and maybe its just me.
sigh. its not an enjoyable feeling to be denied of love.