Can you miss someone more than you love them?
Posted on: Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Posted at: 9:41 PM

hahah. section photo during sectionals today.
super cool man. last 5 minutes of sectionals.
super fun :D

hahah. had dinner with nic and jewel again.
like usual practice nowadays. LOL
had mac. damn funny.
think we're really sadistic people. hah.

today's practice was super fun.
i think my days are getting better and better.
hmm, i mean at least i enjoy some lessons now yah.

soon kueh is now burning hot.
hah. she's down with fever.
get well soon okay. i miss your stupid chattering in class.
ahahah.

as i was bored during recess, i went to read at the EL board.
not bad leh. saw this question over there

Is it possible to miss someone more than you love them?

hmm. there's a story involved though on tt article.
thought it was a very thought provoking one.

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i'd say yes to it.
the story behind it was pretty depressing too.
ended with a whole new description of feelings.
things didnt turn out right, and probably ignorance was the best way out for the story.
wonder how it would continue though.

human feelings are super hard to comprehend.

i wonder if thats why we study SS for.
to infer the purpose of feelings and thoughts.
and to infer the purpose of thought provoking stuff.
LOL. yeah, so it actually helps in a big part of life.

oppressing one's feelings sure doesnt work.

we're all like cans of coke.
shaken up now and then due to emotions
one day, when we're too shaken up, we explode with an emotional break down.
there's no sure cure to anything.
but all you can do, is to surround yourself with positive people and feelings.
and tell yourself,
yeah, im feeling it.

creating love in a totally empty environment doesnt make the place more lively.
it makes the place feel like a dark and empty environment now.
because the feeling is remotely unknown and superficial.

now i understand why there's no feeling.
thats cos it has been numbed, shocked at the sudden impact.
see things in my light please? ):

& its an full circle.